Off to korea till the 22nd. Till then
Tadah

Too many things, too little time
Too many thoughts, too little courage

Is it me, or is it that when you start to grow up, you start to see things from others point of view, and start to realise how much you have been hurting them.
And every single cent you spend on a candy or shoes, are all hard earned by your parents who never moan when you spend a little more.
Cause when you grow up, you hate yourself for not treasuring the past.
At least I do.

I'm getting scared. Maybe I should go back to RH, but she can't do anything. Bleargh. Or maybe I should tell daddy soon.
But wait, what's my problem in the 1st place.
I don't even know.
I'm so busy that I hardly can breathe.
Maybe I might just die... soon?

200th post, I fucking sad one, cause why? YOU SPOIL MY DAY. IDIOT.
WOW, HAPPY 19TH YEAR ANNIVERSARY HUH!
WELL DONE, YOU JUST CHUNK ME WITH YOUR NETS AND SAY " GO GET MUMMY SOMETHING LAH"
THEN THIS MORNING YOU CHUNK ME WITH THIS PAPER TO DO ANOTHER THING FOR YOU.
YEAH YOU VERY BUSY YOU VERY GREAT OK, UNLIKE ME SUCH A FAILURE RIGHT!
ONLY YOU CAN BE BUSY, ONLY YOU HAVE YOUR OWN STUFF.
SO WHAT IF YOU LEAVE HOME AT 7 THIS MORNING? I WOKE UP AT 9 AND LEFT AND 11. FOR WHAT ? GET YOURRRRRRRRRRRRR PRESENT , MIND YOU. MIND ME.
ONLY BECAUSE TOMORROW IS THE ANNIVERSARY THAT'S WHY YOU ALL DOING ALL THIS. YOU KNOW WHAT, ITS NOT TILL ANNIVERSARY THEN YOU FINALLY REMEMBER TO LOVE SOMEONE. YOU . DO. IT. EVERY. DAY.
YOUR DAUGHTER IS THE MOST USELESS THING IN THIS BLOODY WORLD RIGHT. FANTASTIC
CAUSE UP TILL NOW, YOU . WAIT I MEAN YOU 2, ARE STILL BOTHERING SO MUCH ABOUT YOUR BUSINESS. WHILE OTHER CLASSMATES GO HOLIDAY WITH THEIR FAMILY, I GO WITH MY FRIENDS, OR RELATIVES, NOT YOU. CAUSE WHY? YOU ARE SOOOOOOO BUSY. AND WHAT'S THE REASON FOR BEING BUSY? CAUSE I SPEND SO MUCH.
SO WHAT IF I GOT EVERYTHING I WANT. I ASK IF WE CAN GO OUT EVERY SUNDAY MORNING. CAUSE HOW I YEARN TO SPEND MORE TIME WITH YOU. BOTH OF YOU. BUT YOU TELL ME THE 1ST AND LAST SUNDAY OF THE MONTH YOU CAN'T MAKE IT. WHAT ABOUT THE MIDDLE SUNDAYS? WHY ARE THEY GONE AS WELL.
CAUSE I'M SO INSIGNIFICANT IN YOUR LIFE.
JUST BECAUSE OF THIS YOU SAY YOU ARE UPSET. THEN WHAT ABOUT ME.
IT'S YOUR ANNIVERSARY, IF YOU DIDN'T NOTICE, I'M TELLING YOU NOW. FOR THIS ANNIVERSARY, I HAVE DONE EVERYTHING FOR BOTH OF YOU. YOUR GIFTS, ALL THE PREPARATION. IF YOU REALLY WANT TO GIVE THE OTHER HALF THE BEST, GIVE IT EVERYDAY, NOT ONLY TOMORROW.
YOU SAY I JUST SCREW UP YOUR ANNIVERSARY. FINE, BE IT.
SOMETIMES YOU ALL ASK ME TO STAY AT HOME MORE OFTEN, BUT WHAT DO I SEE OR WHAT DO I HEAR WHEN I STAY AT HOME? YOU TWO ACTING LIKE AN OCTOPUS PICKING UP PHONE CALLS? QUARRELING WITH CUSTOMERS? YOU GAVE ME ALL THE MONEY I NEEDED IN THE WORLD. BUT NOW, CAN I ASK FOR SOMETHING THAT YOU NO LONGER CAN USE MONEY TO GET? CAN I HAVE ... MORE OF YOUR TIME?
I DON'T KNOW SINCE WHEN, WE , ALL 4 OF US, NO LONGER CONNECT.
SOMETIMES WHEN YOU GIVE ME MONEY TO SPEND, I FEEL LIKE THE HAPPIEST CHILD IN THE WORLD.
NOW, I FEEL OTHERWISE.
IF YOU DON'T KNOW, YOU CAN NEVER REPAY WHAT MUMMY HAS DONE FOR YOU.
WHEN YOU HAVE HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE SHE FIND HERBS AND TEA TO MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER.
WHEN YOU NEED A KIDNEY, SHE GAVE IT TO YOU.
WHEN YOU ARE TIRED OF THE BUSINESS, SHE ASK YOU GO AND REST AND SHE HANDLE IT ALLLLLLL BY HERSELF.
WHEN SHE NEED HELP SHE SCREAM , IN THE INSIDE, NOT TO YOU.
ITS NOT TILL ANNIVERSARY THEN YOU COME TO REALISE THAT YOU HAD NOT BEEN LOVING HER ENOUGH.
CAUSE YOU ARE BUSY.
BUT ALL OF US ARE.
WHY DO I HUG MUMMY AND NOT HUG YOU?
WHY DO I ASK MUMMY FOR REWARDS AND NOT ASK YOU?
WHY DO I ASK MUMMY TO GO OUT WITH ME AND NOT YOU?
CAUSE SHE KNOW SO MUCH MORE ABOUT ME.
WHEN I DONT TAKE MEDICINE, SHE KNOWS. WHEN I AM SAD SHE KNOWS NOT TO IRRITATE ME. WHEN I AM TIRED SHE KNOWS I NEED A PEACEFUL PLACE TO SLEEP. WHEN I AM SICK SHE KNOWS.
BUT, YOU ARE BUSY.
FML, FY, BYE

Have been really busy with everything, even when I'm not i just want to stay at home.
Have not been contacting with JENOians:(
But nevermind, soon will be alot of class stuff and korea with you guys.
Sorry no pictures, but cammy will be discharged today:D

bye, the world

I love 2J'09, seriously

class chalet was a blast, but cammy wasn't there to help me capture memories:( Nevermind, remember our every half a year chalet meet!

YAY, soon there will be shopping trips with JENO, Movie marathon with JENO, and I hope make sandcastle building , and many many more! I will really miss this class, everyone of you. I'm sorry if i offended any of you.

Soon 2010 will come, and will get to meet new class, so far... they seem... GOOD:D

Soon, goodbye 2J'09. Hello 3F'10

1.CHAN SHI HUI CHERYL 2K f
2.CLAUDIA CHING LOKE WEI 2C f
3.DEBBIE GOH YAN PING 2C f
4.ERIKA CHOONG LING 2A f
5.GAN YIN YIN 2C f
6.GAN WEI WEI 2A f
7.GOH YU XUAN 2G f
8.LEK WAN ZHEN 2H f
9.LEE SI QI 2B f
10.LIM HUI HSIEN 2H f
11.LIM QIN NI 2I f
12.LOH CHOY MUN 2E f
13.SHERLYN THAM YEN YU 2J f
14.SIM JIA YI 2C f
15.TAN HUI XIN MARIA 2A f
16.TAY RUI WEN 2A f
17.WONG KATHERINE M S M 2K f
18.YONG HUI LI 2A f
19.CHAN KWUN SHING ADRIAN 2G m
20.CHANG QING HUI JOHN 2F m
21.HEE POH SHIN 2E m
22.JIA SONGSHAN 2J m
23.LAU JIA TAI 2I m
24.LIM YU JIN BENEDICT 2D m
25.LOW KHEE HIANG ERIC 2F m
26.PAY SEK EE 2K m
27. PHANG YONG XIN 2J m
28.POON EK WHYE 2J m
29.SOON WEI SHI FAVIAN 2J m
30.SEET REN HAO 2I m
31.TAN WEI XIANG 2C m
32.WONG ZHEN GEORGE 2G m
33.YI JIAMING 2C m
34.ZHANG WEIQI 2F m
35.ZHENG YINGZHE 2G m

HI 3F!
If you are wondering what is f and m, I was arranging it in register order
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Sherlyn Tham

Will post really soon, but will be off to malaysia for a few days from this friday:D
This holiday is full of trips, and I WILL UPLOAD PICTURES
Had vball for consecutive 3 days._. time to rest:(
Will be busy with loads of things, sorry people, will dedicate post to everyone in 2J soon
Love you guys out there, and you love me too!
<3